Cloud Castle

I have finally moved everything to ma new blog~~
everything would be da same... except it would have a new address~~

bengah.wordpress.com

Sorry guys for d inconvenience~~

CB out

This ones from Ming Hui~~ oh and btw...my armory of songs is banyak the kecik le....so dunno how accurate will this go~~

The Rules:

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense.
4. Comment on it.
5. Tag 5 people.

1) How are you feeling today?
Def Leppard - Hysteria
Ok.... Hysteric....Somewhat hysteric la...but it's like a distant hysteria...so this is somewhat true

2) Will you get far in life?
ACDC - Hard as a rock
Walau...i don't wanna live my life like a rock la....sedentary life style...however if you think it the other way... in terms iof a tropical fruit...maybe it isn't so bad...

3) What's your best friend's theme song?
Kiss - Rock and Roll All Night
Wa~~~i didin't know you were a rocker!!~~

4) What is the story of your life?
Tom Petty - Free Fallin
Wow~~she loves Jesus.... haha~~A love song for a love question... i think i'll do fine~~

5) What was high school like?
Queen - We Are the Champions
Walau eh~~~sort of true la~~everyone was scared of us la in highschool`~~bwahahhaha~~pseudo band of champions

6) How can you get ahead with life?
Europe - Rock the Night
Wa....should i rock all my way till i die? I think it ain't bad~~

7) What's the best thing about your friends?
Mika - Grace Kelly
I love the tune of this song~~however...the meaning i am feeling is a bit wrong~~lol~~

8) Describe your grandparents.
Rolling Stones - It's Only Rock n' Roll
Wa~~i got rockers for grandparents~~Rock on grandma up in heaven~~and Grandpa... you're coming to my convo i don't care!!

9) How's your life going?
Kelly Clarckson - The Trouble With Love Is
Aiya..... Really ma....don't la....

10) What will be played at my funeral?
Buffalo Springfield - For What It's Worth
Wa....i think it's a sad song...i don't really get this song though...

11) Will you have a happy life?
Joan Jett - I Love Rock n' Roll
Kinda true right now le~~~ Let things be le~~Play my favourite song indeed~~

12) What do your friends really think of you?
Rolling Stones - You Can't Always Get What You Want
Maybe...haha~~i'm sorry le if i get a bit stupid~~sorry sorry~~

13) Do people secretly lust after you?
ZZ Top - Sharp Dressed Men
Wow~~i didin't know i dress good~~bwahahhaha~~gotta thank the many fasion consultants i have le!!

14) How can you make yourself happy?
Aerosmith - Walk This Way
Walau~~something wrong wid the bold button... And Walk what way???currently i walk like a gangster...and i am happy with it~~bwahahahhaha~~fear me!!!

15) Will you ever have children?
Black Crows - Remedy
Wow... Children are my remedy?but i somewhat don't like brats...can i live with children??though fodder,...hmmm...

16) What song would you strip to?
Led Zeppelin - Communication Breakdown
Walau eh...canot la....this song cannot strip to wan la...

17) What does your mom think of you?
Foo Fighters - The Pretender
Yer.... I don;t pretend la~~~~~I not good in acting/lying/pretending one.......

18) What is your deep, dark secret?
ACDC - TNT
Wa....i got dyn-o-mite in ma closet~~do NOT mess wid me...

19) What is your enemy's theme song?
Neil Young - Heart of Gold
How did i become your enemy in the first place?!?!

20) What's your personality like?
Foo Fighters - Statues
This is yet another unexplainable one...

21) What will be played at your wedding?
Nazareth - Love Hurts
Wa... i don't think me future wife would like this song to be played on our nite le...


Tagging time!!!
I tag:
1) Michelle Lim
2) Doreen Saw
3) Margaret Cham
4) Mervin Wong

CB out

This is going to be an emo post...sadly...

I've heard quite a lot of anecdotes today about friendship. Verbally, visually, and literally.

It saddens me really to see that what i come to lean myself on, can be actually a house full of termites that will easily tumble down like a deck of cards.

Faking is not alien to me... nor do i think it is alien to anyone. Everyone tries to fit in. Everyone tries to please one another so as to be accepted. God knows how many times i have not shown my true face. God knows how long i haven't shown my true identity. God knows even if i remember how i actually look like.

I have a very close friend of mine that recently got back stabbed (sort of la...) by her friend. This friend claims himself to be her friend above else, and is thinking about her own good by doing so and so. But at the back, he is sharpening his murder weapons, waiting for the right opportunity to drive a killing blow into her.

This seriously pains me. I do not know why people can do such things. I cannot see myself doing such things. I somehow have developed a conscience towards such deeds that repel me or shock me back to the road of Right. Then again, how am i to know that i won't change in the future and unleash the bitch that is me? Eff... this goes back to my original theory of not trusting anyone at all... I don't like that.

I am quite honored that i am your safe. All of you... I WILL honor your trust and lock all your stuff as deep in my heart as possible. If i have angered or wronger any of you (this goes to everyone actually), please come up, don't be shy, and stab me a few times... slap me out of my delusion.

I noticed that i know a lot of people. But do all these people know me? People say i am popular (walau syok-nya), but i don't think so... i don't feel popular to say the least. Moreover I only understand deeply a handful of people i know. It is nice to know all you guys and i feel blessed, but somehow, it isn't enough.

There are a few people that know me inside out. I will not reveal who these people are here, you know who you are. I am deeply grateful for all the crapping you have to take from me at times when i needed most and i hope that i return the favor by being there for you peeps when you needed it most.

“Those who mind don’t matter, those who matter don’t mind”

Haha...you are a hypocrite la... and i still somewhat disagree with this statement. It is described as an anaesthetic at best. Further thought reveals that i do mind those who don't matter.

Why do i go to such trouble to mind insignificant miniscule microscopic detail? Such is the mind of an atheist... I am leaning towards this side of the fence, but i am not sure it is for my own gain, or for others, or for something else.

Whatever...

I am at a state where (again) i couldn't care less...

CB out

Managed to anger someone else today again...
Haih...
again due to impulsiveness...
and a bit of stupidness inside it...
eff...
i gotta controll myself...
stupid useless trait...
I hope i didin't scare you too much...
You have a lot in your hands already...

Sorry Mar~~~
--
No matter what people will say about you,
do not doubt what you are capable of.
In this world, nothing is perfect,
even down to the things you try to plan.
1 or 2 hiccoughs is considered a success already,
rather than not planning anything at all.

Cheer up Mich~~
--
Though you are alone right now...
sort of alone...
You know who to call...
It's just one message away...

Take good care of urself Ichigo~~
--
You're flawed in very obvious places,
I don't know what i have against you.
But i promise you,
i would try one hundred percent,
to get rid of the way i look at you,
however ugly you may seem.
Even if you're flawed,
i can't help to be inspired/respected,
Infurity complex...
Meh...

Rock on dude~~
--
Courtship is not that simple,
there comes a stage where you just don't have anything to do at all...
You've just done every single thing possible...
But you'll always have one thing in mind...
that is to be with each other always.

To Fern Leaf~~
--
P/S: this blog post has nothing to do with the title~~bwaahhahahaha~~

Aiya... my 20 cents...

CB out

This is a rant...i think...

Walau eh~~~

I tell you....
if u can stand Malaysia's weather...
you can survive almost any other place la...

People just popped into the shower,
wash wash wash,
come out,
wipe self dry.
And the next momment,
you drench again...

Walau...

I tell u la...
why the eff can't it snow here?
or at the very least,
if you want to have high temperature climate,
please la don't put humidity 175% la!!!
Fresh water now so hard to find,
you want us to shower how many times in a day?!?!

Walau...

People no money open aircon la...
Put fan also don't dare to on high high...
now force us to turn that knob of doom,
fan now going 50000 revs per minuite,
sucking energy as much as switching on aircon.

Walau...

Global warming now le...
more energy usage equals more carbon in air...
more carbon in air equals more insulation in air...
more insulation in air equals increase heat...
increase heat equals more drenching...
more drenching equals more turning of the knob...
more turning of the knob equals more sucking of energy...
more energy usage equals more carbon in air...
more carbon in air equals more insulation in air...
more insulation in air equals increase heat...
increase heat equals more drenching...
more drenching equals more turning of the knob...
more turning of the knob equals more sucking of energy...

Walau...
type oso type till wanna die dy...
don't wanna type dy la~~

CB out

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Walau....I am so gonna miss you fascilitating us la Dr Francis. I know you won't know of this blog post, but if one day, so happen you stumble in here, i would like you to know that you are an inspiring doctor and all medical students should take you as a role model.

Also~~

My PBL group mates~~we have another 2 more months of PBLs to go~~

Currently, this batch of PBL mates is the best so far that i have ever had le~~It is absolute joy talking, joking, crapping stuff with you guys! Never had i had so much freedom in PBL~~bwaahahhahahahaha!!!

Take k all~~

CB out

Man i love this song...

Will put it here so i don't have to go youtube all the time~~

whee~~~

CB out

Dr. Francis: What is the best natural and relaible form of contraceptive?

Chong Bing: (with gusto) Coitus Interuptus!!

Dr. Francis: Foolish Boy...

My housemates have been bugging me at the state of my room.

My visitors thoughts at coming to my room for the first time goes like this: " KNNBCCB!!!!!!WTF IS WRONG WITH YOUR F**KED UP ROOM?!?!?BRO U GOTTA BE F**KING JOKING ME!!YOU CAN LIVE IN THIS ASSHOLE FOR A PIGSTY CONDITIONS???"

yea...

It resembles kind of like the city dump, only without the pidgeons or vultures or what not flying over head.

Today,

is a memorable day for you Mr.Chua, as you attempt to clean the impossible:

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The B-25-6 middle room ceilling fan. Currently it generates just enough propulsion at 4th gear to deliver adequate comfortable wind speeds.

My goodness... it is filthy...to say the least. Haha...such is my laziness and my tidak-apa-ness~~

Well...

I finally did it. Cleaning it top bottom and sides

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The spotless ceilling fan now delivers adequate cooling effects at 2nd gear. It can go so fast at 4th that i am afraid it might shake the very foundations of this building.

I am satisfied today~~

CB out

My first... and probably last prom together with my batchmates.

I must say it was really really well planned.

Kudos to the committee for actually realising the plan of having the ball at somewhere as prestigious as Park Royal Bukit Bintang. The ballroom was gorgeous, the food wasn't that sucky as i expected hotel food to be (but i din ate much and ended up starving the whole night i was back home), and the performances well organized.

Everybody was dressed as they should be. Fortunately too... as some girls actually wanted to wear pants to the ball... DO NOT WEAR PANTS TO A BALL GIRLS!!!!!

Everyone was looking beautiful. Guys and Girls. It was such a pity that Delia did not win the best dressed award. She was dressed gorgeously in red. Many other gals were gorgeous. Chen yi and Doreen, Su ping and Yee lymn. Elizibeth and Evelyn, Michelle and Tracy. All unrecognizable. Than there were the guys. Suave and Smart. Kelvin and Anthony, Mervin and Adrian, Aaron and Ghi Waie, Chun Loo and Kim. All were not dressed like gangsters however tempting it is. All of you people were just beautiful.

I had a great time. Cam whored with all the people i know and don't~~haha~~ i think i have never taken so many photos in a single event before. I swear i thought i was going blind at the end of the event~~

Anyway~~pics can be seen in facebook~~lazy wanna upload here le~~but the main point was, this event was a happy event, and therefore another happy chapter in my story book of life.

Thanks to everyone that made this possible. The people who attended, injected effort into making yourselves look pretty for a few hours and then dismanteling it after. The people who helped me put my outfir together. I myself think it is the perfect combination for me. You know who you people are. I bow down to you guys and girls in thanks!!

Am going to assemble everybody's camera's photos into 1 file~~wee~~ambitious... but most probably rubbish~~

CB out